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I discovered my own spiritual path in 2004 after suffering with the condition called Agoraphobia. The Agoraphobia condition started in December 1998 after a short holiday to Paris at which time I was perfectly healthy, could go out anywhere and would never think twice about the fear of being outside the house but during the holiday I experienced my first panic attack on the train journey to Disneyland Paris. I thought I was going to have a heart attack with the sensations that came over me but I somehow broke through these feelings and enjoyed the rest of my day. The following day we were due to come home and had to catch the train to the airport for our flight back to the UK. While I was standing on the platform waiting for the train to arrive I felt the same sensations as the previous day bubbling up until it again caused me to feel as though I was going to lose control of every aspect of myself. My heart was beating so fast and loud; I could hear and feel it. I was sweating, shaking, couldn’t breathe and faint. I Also felt that I was going to lose control of bladder and bowel movements. This is a common symptom of anxiety and can be the most stressful. 

Somehow I again allowed this feeling to flow through me and for it to pass. At the airport I was not as bad as I was on the train but as soon as we landed back in the UK and had to drive from London Heathrow to Cardiff (over 200 miles) I started to experience panic attack after panic attack for the whole journey.  I forced myself to sleep as much as possible because this was the only way that I could remove myself from the feelings and sensations that I was getting. As soon as we arrived back in Cardiff, I vowed that I would never go out in the car again and would never leave the house. This was the worst thing that I could have done because 10 years later I was still suffering with the same condition. I had lost all of my young adult years when I should have been out enjoying myself. I couldn’t work because of the anxiety and my relationship with my partner suffered a great deal. I was literally house bound and would not step outside my front door without feeling the fear and terror come over me. At one point during this illness I would experience panic attacks all day, every day which continued for over a 3-4 month period.

Everyday knowing that I was going to wake up feeling fearful and full of anxiety took its toll on my body as well as on my mind. It was at this point that I thought to myself "I have to get better" or I will not be here to see my next birthday. Not long after this I discovered that a local hypnotherapist offered in person hypnotherapy sessions. I contacted the gentleman who came to my home and started the process of helping me to re arrange my thought patterns in the hope that this would enable me to leave my house and to embrace the big wide world again. After a few hypnotherapy sessions he mentioned that he was also reiki teacher and with my permission he would like to try using what he called a Reiki Healing with me. I was willing to try anything at this point so we booked me in for a healing session and I waited for the appointed time to arrive to see what this Reiki stuff was. I have always been a very curious person and I now wanted to know more about what this Reiki was all about. I started to research the internet and purchased many books to try and understand what the teachings of Reiki were and to my amazement I read that anyone can learn how to channel this energy through them to help with self healing.

After my initial healing I asked him about how I could be attuned to Reiki and he told me that if I wanted to learn he would teach me and attune me. I received my Usui Shiki Reiki Ryoho level 1 attunement in 2004 and all I can say is that I felt a difference within me straight away. It was a feeling of peace and happiness that I had not experienced for a very long time. After my 1^st level attunement I practiced everyday giving myself between 2- 3 healings a day while also receiving healing sessions from my Reiki teacher. After 2 months of self healing I felt that I was now ready to proceed to Reiki level 2. I also wanted to move forward with Reiki 2 due to my step dad being very ill and in hospital. I could not travel to west Wales to see him during this time which hurt me a lot but I had read that through the attunement to Reiki level 2 the initiate would receive a symbol which allowed them to send healing over a distance. I knew that I had to get attuned as quickly as possible so I could start to use this energy in the hope that it would help my step dad.

Unfortunately my step dad passed away just before my Reiki level 2 attunement so I was not able to use the energies on him but a miracle did happen, I was able to travel the 50+ miles to my parents house so I could attend the funeral. It was not easy to travel this distance and I was prescribed medication to help but I knew my mum and younger brother needed me to go home. A few months had passed after the passing of my step father and I had not used Reiki for quite some time as I was still grieving for the loss but found myself starting to place my hands over my heart and solar plexus chakras more than I had done. Every time I would place my hands onto these chakras they would burn up and at times felt as though they were on fire. I made my decision there and then that I would never stop using this beautiful energy every again and can honestly say that I never have.

I use Reiki on a daily basis and found it to be an extremely powerful tool in helping me to relieve the symptoms of anxiety. I was still scared to go out but the daily panic attacks had stopped. A year after my Reiki level 2 attunement I was attuned to Reiki level 3 (Master/Teacher degree). During those first steps that I took in walking in the light and making the choice to become a LightWorker and Reiki Practitioner I saw and experienced things that I could only have dreamt about. Self Spiritual development is not something that happens overnight and it will take many years, if not lifetimes, to reach full ascension but I allowed myself to open up to the existence of energy healing and started the self journey of finding out the answers to the many questions that I had. Questions such as:

~ What is Energy Healing was.

~ Who are the Archangels and Ascended masters?

~ Was there really any difference between all of the world’s religions?

~ What is the spirit world and does it really exist?

~ What is my place in the grand scheme of things?

These were the questions that I wanted to discover the answers to and being a true Gemini, who loves to read and absorb as much information that I can, I felt completely at home with this new found way of life. Over 5 years later I can look back to see how much I have personally grown on my own spiritual and life's path. I am no longer Agoraphobic but I still have a few obstacles to overcome. Through the blessings of the archangels, daily use of energy healing and a lot of forcing myself to face my fears and conquer them I am on the road to full recovery. I also found that through working with energy healing and accepting attunements my 3^rd eye and crown chakras are developing more and more every day. I do not think there is a day that goes by when I am not blessed with seeing an Angelic Orb of light flash in front of me or to be in contact with the archangels and my spirit guides. I have also started to work with Egyptian magic through a beautiful healing system called Sekhem Heka. Sekhem Heka was created by Author and Reiki Master Storm Constantine. I received my own teaching and attunements directly from Storm which have added much more awareness into the ancient Egyptian deity worship as well as incorporating the art of Magic into energy healing and spiritual development. I also hope to soon study a new healing modality called Rahanni. I will hopefully reach my Rahanni Master/Teacher level by the end of 2010. In person workshops for Rahanni will be available in my local area of south Wales in 2011.

 I adore nature and love spending time in my garden. Being surrounded by the beauty of the flowers, the hustle and bustle of the animal life brings such a peaceful and tranquil energy to the spiritual body. In my garden I have a very old Apple tree who has always been a constant companion to me. There are days when I will sit under the apple tree and will just allow myself to absorb the pure grounding vibrations. I am also sure that there are elementals that dwell in and around my wise old friend. Whenever I feel I need some extra grounding he is always there. Whenever I need to connect myself with mother earth and to absorb her energies he is always there to help me.

I have also discovered on my spiritual path that I am an empath and hyper sensitive. Being empathic and hyper sensitive can at times be very stressful, especially when I am among crowds of people but I have also discovered that I will occasionally pick up on the energies of worldwide events. When a natural or manmade disaster is going to occur I will feel a sense of dread, panic and sadness which will flow over me for a 24 hour period. I will usually then find that on that day or 24 hours later something has happened where a great loss of life has occurred. I am also in regular contact with many beings of light and am currently developing my abilities to work as a medium through trance mediumship. This is taking a long time but I’ve learnt that everything happens for a reason and the time will come when this ability is fully manifested in my life. One of my guides from Atlantis who goes by the name of Moldor has recently given me messages that have been confirmed through fellow mediums and friends that I will be taking on board a new line of work in the near future and this is to be what Moldor has named “An Atlantian Medium”. He has informed me that being an Atlantian medium will bring on many responsibilities and challenges to my life but through the acceptance of this gift it will involve the bringing forth of knowledge and guidance from the Atlantian civilisation which does still exists but vibrates at such a high level of energy that they are currently not visible to us on the physical level. I have been given information from Moldor that very soon the time will come when they will again make themselves known to us within the physical realm. I have also more recently come into contact with another guide who goes by the name of RAKESH. Rakesh is a star guide who I was introduced to by a very dear friend after I had sent a Pleaidian attunement to her. I am still conencting to Rakesh and I hope to one day bring forward more information on who he is and what his role as a star guide is.

The time is coming when what we thought we knew will be a thing of the past and the way that we all work within the spiritual realms will be altered and changed beyond our wildest dreams. With the year 2012 approaching there have been many who speculate that this time will be a time of loss, destruction, doom, war and disaster. I  prefer to believe, and have had this confirmed by Moldor, this will be a time of tests and that some of these tests will be extremely hard but through this struggle we will awaken a new found sense of who we are and what our place is within the universal consciousness. It will be a time of transformation and enlightenment. The time is coming when we will learn that we are not alone in the universe and that energy which humankind has been channelling for thousands of years, and using for the betterment of humankind, is the key to true spiritual enlightenment.

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